Related and suggested reading:

1. Listening to: Amazing by One EskimO
2. Listening to: Can I Stay by Ray LaMontagne

mixed media – envelope / ink / photograph

Drawn on the back of an envelope at a laundry mat. The only paper in reach when that frantic drawing feeling emerged. Doing laundry at home is convenient but I really love laundry mats. I don’t know if it’s the furniture from the 70′s that graces the majority of them or that clean fresh smell.

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Related and suggested reading:

1. Daily doodle – Moon Light
2. Daily doodle – Freeing the Spirit
3. Daily doodle – Amadahy Spirit

Is the same true with love?

Do you need 10 years (maybe 15 or 20) of trial and error before you begin to have the faintest clue what it is to love and be loved?

I’m going to go with a very emphatic YES for my own life and the observation of others lives and relationships.   But without all those technical learning, trial and error, oopsy daisy what the fuck am I doing mistakes … well I just wouldn’t be the happy camper I am today.  It’s all made me a more humble, grateful and loving person.

Everyday of my life is filled with love now because I choose to love every part of it.  I’m grateful when I receive love but I no longer expect it.

I remember a little over a year ago the day when I knew I was unloved.  A 12yr relationship had ended and I had ended an accidental 2 month marriage (that would be the oopsy daisy wtf moment of the year).  I had always been fine on my own adventures but I also had always known there was a someone somewhere loving me.  Being unloved was a hard pill to swallow.  I now had sole responsibility to love and take care of myself and no longer had any excuses not to do exactly what I wanted to do.  No one to blame for my life not looking and feeling exactly how I dreamed except me.

Over the past year I’ve had many moments, err mistakes, when my life has fallen into a complete cliche.  What do you do in these lifetime movie moments?  Laugh, it’s life, it’s rediculous, you’re living it!  Maybe cry too because that’s part of it  … then learn and get the fuck out and on to the next chapter as soon as possible.   Choose to be happy and follow your own heart and you’ll never regret any of your decisions, even the seemingly crazy ones.  Over the past year I have also had some of the very best moments of my life.  I wouldn’t trade any of it, I wouldn’t do any of it differently.

My dear friend Jordan put a post up on HighExistense.com a couple of months ago (the day before my 30th birthday) that has helped catapult me into a very lovely life flow.   Take me as a test subject and I do testify if you are choosing love every day … every decision … consciously making choices based on love … AMAZING shit happens!  Seriously amazing brilliant dreamy lovely inspiring wonderful fucking phenomenal stuff.   Thirty is already the very best year of my life.

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Related and suggested reading:

1. Daily doodle – Moon Light
2. a love note.
3. I Love your Soul. Have a listen to the truly lovely Michael Bernard Fitzgerald

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Related and suggested reading:

1. Daily doodle – Amadahy Spirit
2. Daily doodle – Moon Light
3. Daily doodle – Dream

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Related and suggested reading:

1. Daily doodle – Freeing the Spirit
2. Daily doodle – Moon Light
3. Daily doodle – Dream